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This journal is ours to document and record the memories of our relationship. It's a tool to document the growth, trials and challenges that we've achieved and overcome. This journal has the same purpose that we have in our relationship and our individual lives: To glorify God. This journal is another means to share our hearts with each other, to express cares and concerns, and to offer encouragement. This journal is to be filled with love.


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Waiting [
03 15 06 - 7:16pm]

[ mood | lonely ]

Arrrrg this is hard, Jason. I want to be with you.

Or at least talk to you.

And I'm dying here not being able to.

I CAN'T WAIT for the summer, man.

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:( [
03 12 06 - 3:40pm]

[ mood | melancholy ]


ugh. Miss you already.

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Please don't go away [
03 02 06 - 11:20pm]

[ mood | groggy ]

I love you, Jay.
I really do.

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02 21 06 - 6:02pm]

This is David Bausch in response to me telling him how much I love you despite everything:

Rapidruna77: and ur taking him wholeheartedly willing to forgive him
Rapidruna77: i wonder if u know how thankful he must be for u
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These are the verses that spoke to me this afternoon [
02 21 06 - 4:34pm]

[ mood | Heartsick ]

Romans 11:6
"And if they are saved by God's kindness, then it is not by their good works. For in that case, God's wonderful kindness would not be what it really is--free and undeserved."

My Children's International version says:
"And if God chose them by grace, then it is not for the things they have done. If they could be made God's people by what they did, then God's gift of grace would not really be a gift."

Romans 11:33-36
"Oh, the depth of the riches of the wisdom and knowledge of God!
How unsearchable His judgments,
and His paths beyond tracing out!
Who has known the mind of the Lord?
Or who has been His counselor?
Who has ever given to God,
that God should repay him?
For from Him and through Him and to Him are all things.
To him be the glory forever! Amen."

Romans 12:1-3
"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will. For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you."

Romans 12:9-18,21
"Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Share with God's people who are in need. Practice hospitality. Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited. Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone... do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."

Romans 13:8-14
"Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for he who loves his fellowman has fulfilled the law. The commandments, "Do not commit adultery," "Do not murder," "Do not steal," "Do not covet," and whatever other commandment there may be, are summed up in this one rule: "Love your neighbor as yourself." Love does no harm to its neighbor. Therefore love is the fulfillment of the law. And do this, understanding the present time. The hour has come for you to wake up from your slumber, because our salvation is nearer now than when we first believed. The night is nearly over; the day is almost here. So let us put aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light. Let us behave decently, as in the daytime, not in orgies and drunkenness, not in sexual immorality and debauchery, not in dissension and jealousy. Rather, clothe yourselves with the Lord Jesus Christ, and do not think about how to gratify the desires of the sinful nature."

Romans 14:1
"Accept him whose faith is weak, without passing judgment on disputable matters."

Romans 14:13
"Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in your brother's way..."

Romans 14:19
"Let us therefore make every effort to do what leads to peace and to mutual edification."

Romans 15:1-7
"We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. Each of us should please his neighbor for his good, to build him up. For even Christ did not please himself but, as it is written: "The insults of those who insult you have fallen on me." For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through endurance and the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope. May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Accept one another, then, just as Christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to God."

Romans 15:13
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."

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Inspiring songs [
02 21 06 - 3:48pm]

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You're everywhere I go
I am not alone
You call me as your own
To know you and be known

You are holy
And I fall down on my knees

I can feel your presence here with me
Suddenly I'm lost within your beauty
Caught up in the wonder of your touch
Here in this moment I surrender to your love

I surrender to your grace
I surrender to the one who took my place

I can feel your presence here with me
Suddenly I'm lost within your beauty
Caught up in the wonder of your touch
Here in this moment I surrender:

I can feel your presence here with me
Suddenly I'm lost within your beauty
Caught up in the wonder of your touch
Here in this moment I surrender to your love

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It's been one of those days
When everything just feels so far away
Hope don't be a stranger
Won't you help me make it through today?

Then a voice comes calling out to me
You're never alone cause I am with you
And I will always be
I will hold you cause you belong to me
You're never alone cause I'll be with you
For all eternity

Someone tell me how I
Stumble into doubting all the time
Some days I'm all together
And other days I stand here asking why

Then a voice comes calling out to me
You're never alone cause I am with you
And I will always be
I will hold you cause you belong to me
You're never alone cause I'll be with you
For all eternity

Then a voice comes calling out to me
You're never alone cause I am with you
And I will always be
I will hold you cause you belong to me
You're never alone cause I'll be with you
For all eternity

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Lavishly our lives are wasted
Humbleness is left untasted
You can't live your life to please yourself , yeah
That's a tip from my mistakes
Exactly what it doesn't take
To win you've got to come in last place
To live your life you've got to lose it
And all the losers get a crown

I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down and He lifts me up
I get down

All I need's another day
Where I can't seem to get away
From the many things that drag me down, yeah
I'm sure you've had a day like me
Where nothing seems to set you free
From the burdens you can't carry all alone
In your weakness He is stronger
In Your darkness He shines through
When you're crying He's your comfort
When your all alone, He's carrying you


This valley is so deep
I can barely see the sun
I cry out for mercy, Lord
You lift me up again
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02 19 06 - 1:07pm]

[ mood | calm ]

You wrote:

I can't take it anymore. I want Jesus to be my one true love.

I don't know if a boyfriend is good for me at this time.

I'm totally crazy in love.
But is that such a good thing? I don't know.

Lord, take control of this. I'm giving it all to You

What is it about me that makes you crazy? The way I talk to you? The way I look (can't be)? The way I make you feel? Or is it something bigger in me that you love? I honestly can't answer that question for you, but I'd like to say that the love you have for me, is one in the same that you have for Jesus. Not me the person. Don't love Jason Carbonneau, love Jesus inside him. Jason Carbonneau is a filth-bag undeserving of love of any type. Jason Carbonneau has Christ living inside him, and that's what you love.

The intensity is what you might be questioning and how it causes you to think, feel and act. That's where the fruits of the Spirit come in. "Love, joy, peace, patience kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control come into play. Be filled with the Holy Spirit Dannielle! Temper your emotions with the fruits of the Spirit. Be patient, March 3rd is coming fast! Have faith that you'll be able to get through whatever difficulties you may face. And have self-control to temper your waves of emotions.

You've taken this dating/courting thing too seriously to be carried away by a wave of emotion. Jesus is your one true love. Your love of Christ will never be surpassed by the love you have for your husband. Your husband and you will share your love of Christ. I want you to be crazy in love with Jesus altogether. Admiring the beauty of the day, the sun, moon and stars. Admiring his creatures, and how he lives in them. Be humbled by them. Be captivated with Jesus love.

I love you, but I cannot love you without Christ, for He is love.

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When You Say You Love Me [
02 16 06 - 4:04pm]

[ mood | artistic ]

Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breathe.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.

When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?

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Amor [
02 14 06 - 7:46pm]

Amor ha florecido en mi corazon
a causa de tu amor.

(For making today the best day ever.)
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One for the Books [
02 08 06 - 9:47pm]

An intense conversation online with Dannielle ended like this:

Laxinallday (6:09:01 PM): I can't help that I'm "softer than you"
DLADramaqueen (6:09:02 PM): yooooooooou're so cute!
DLADramaqueen (6:09:13 PM): Don't change.
Laxinallday (6:09:18 PM): I have to go now
DLADramaqueen (6:09:18 PM): Don't even think about it.
DLADramaqueen (6:09:20 PM): I like it like that.
DLADramaqueen (6:09:31 PM): I'm getting butterflies!!!
DLADramaqueen (6:09:35 PM): I didn't even think of anything.
DLADramaqueen (6:09:39 PM): It just...
DLADramaqueen (6:09:44 PM): !!!! AARRRg
DLADramaqueen (6:09:55 PM): STOOOP
Laxinallday (6:09:57 PM): I love you... that's what it is
DLADramaqueen (6:09:58 PM): Stop Dannielle
DLADramaqueen (6:10:09 PM):

YOU'RE not helping!!!

And the best for last:

DLADramaqueen (6:11:18 PM): I DON'T CARE about all the things you "aren't." I love you just the way you are.

I need/want to hear that every so often. A good reminder here and there (as if the Lord's weren't enough...).
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